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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

a guy who spare a thought for you..
a guy who pamper you..
a guy who spends value time with you..
a guy who understands you..
a guy who protects you..
a guy who loves you deeply..
a guy who care for you..
a guy who worry for you..
a guy who shoulder you..
a guy who blends into your life..
a guy who wants to meet your family..
a guy who wants to meet your frenz..
a guy who is willing to do anything for you..
is my honey THE guy..?

sweet yet confusing.. i tink i am giving myself too much pressure.. tinking too much for tings i shouldnt.. might be the cause of previous old r/s.. making mi feel uncertain n unsure.. i was afraid of such feelings when it first came.. as it usually appears only after the honeymoon period.. say after at least 1/2yr? but i've got to agree wif honey.. it's a good thing i could still tell him all about it.. confess my feelings.. it is true.. that i still couldnt feel enough love from him.. not enough value time wif him.. he said probably bcoz he's still in army.. then again.. i agreed partially to his stand.. as even wif minimum time.. so long as u can value it.. it'll be enough..

love him too much.. so afraid of losing him..

is dat the phrase to describe it? i guess it's the most appropriate one.. i told honey maybe i shouldnt love him so much.. i afraid of falling from too high up.. a selfish yet self-protecting concept for a female.. not fair for him yet he said it is up to mi to decide coz he cant force mi to make any decisions..

he wants to be a better bf.. i'm hoping to see more value time spent.. hoping to know him better soon.. my boy..

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putting such love love issue aside.. anyone has any anime er.. such as samurai/ ninja category to recommend? thankz.. =)

a picture to share.. by melvin.. who was trying to make mi unsleepy~ lol..

signing off.. written @9:06:00 AM