well.. ytd nite i was on the phone wif my honey.. finally kinda told him about the money issue stuffs.. but he kinda gif mi the feeling like he's hiding from it.. in the sense that he dun wanna face his own money issues.. somewhat.. haha.. aiya.. anyways.. will try to not stress each other.. but when he wanna face it.. then we'll tok about it ba.. meanwhile.. i'll onli support when i am capable of doing so.. like for now.. i'll not spend too much ba.. will eat grass.. lol.. btw.. any weekend jobs to intro?!

but i do fear the 1yr+ curse.. like most of my r/s cant survive over dat period of time.. meaning de most it'll onli last for 1yr+.. sad case.. i dunno why but everytime after 1yr+ the feeling the other half gif mi will change.. then i'll start to pick on small little stuffs.. then end up.. yuno.. the breakup.. i dun wan it to happen again like a curse following mi.. i noe ppl will say the more u think of it.. the more likely it'll happen.. but i juz cant help feeling the fear.. =(

k lar.. back to work.. installing softwares n cdt stuffs again.. zzz... goodnight... lol...