8am i am supposed to haf breakfast initially mac.. then settled to be @ my work place canteen.. then i was supposed to be alarm clock to wake my dear honey up @ 7.30am.. guess he's too tired.. he had headache n running nose.. health aint dat good recently.. well.. i called him.. but he didnt hear the call.. so i msged him n ask him to reply mi when he wakes up.. he did.. @ 8am.. i told him too late to meet for breakfast le.. coz i dun wanna go wif him for breakfast during my office hour.. not very nice..
i'm not angry.. juz a little disappointed(again).. seems like i am easily disappointed.. no mood for anything today.. prob bcoz of the woman's "thing".. char u should know wad i mean.. it's like.. ^&^%$^%$$.. lol.. aiya.. seriously.. i dunno why am i always giving in to r/s.. i keep telling myself i shouldnt.. i should voice out unhappiness.. but yet i am not doing it coz i dun find myself dat unhappy afterall.. all minor minor small small incy wincy stuffs.. haiz..
oh wellx.. my list of "I Want Everything" is getting longer.. i think i haf the fate of getting things for ppl and no return.. lol.. so i always get things on my own.. but since i'm running down on $ now.. all those things i wan haf to put on hold.. shopping is nv in my to do list for quite sometime.. sad rite? for a girl to say tis? haiz.. but it's true.. i even told my sis i might not celebrate my 21st bday wif anyone loclly.. coz no $$$.. =( well.. pplz dun get the wrong idea.. i am juz niam-ing.. not getting u all to buy~ save ur money for urself~ i know how it feelz....
i shall eliminate things that i aint so desperate for...
1. to visit japan
2. change my wardrobe
3. slim phone wif >3 mega pixel
4. continue learning my japanese
5. accessories (lots of them)
6. shoes (all types)
7. better pay job (in future)
8. learn yoga
9. learn piano
10. learn aikido wif honey
11. PLT Permanent Hair Removal
12. new precious moments ezlink card
13. precious moments figurines
1st goal which is more "achievable".. change my wardrobe~!!! lol.. i dun care man.. bank go dry oso wanna change.. sick n tired of clothes i have... &^%&^%$^%$.. lol~
lalala.. shall start to make my brain work a little.. argh~ i wanna die man.. stomach hurts!!! =(
signing off.........
WELCOME
it's juz like a record of my life.. wad's happening.. wad's going on.. wad's missing.. it's a long journey be it walking alone or with someone.. it'll always be updated.. always with different topics i hope.. =)
