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possible reasons for being mentally unstable
Saturday, May 10, 2008

Possibility No.1 :
Stress from work. When things start pilling up and u find dat u arent dat productive in work, u tend to stress yourself up. Dat's when things wont turn out well either coz your attitude changed towards working.

Possibility No.2 :
Family. They're the ones supportive of you. At times, so supportive dat u find them a burden. Like when u find dat u wanna be independent and not rely on them too much.. yet you need their help too.. then it became rather contradicting..

Possibility No.3 :
Money. Money is the root of all evil/devil. It's something dat u can live without but cannot live without too. L.a.m.e~ but true. You cannot survive without money nowadays, esp in sg. Isnt it? You have to worry if you have over spent, whether you are sustaining, whether you have been saving enough, whether you have enough for all of everything.. stressful.. i hate it..

Possibility No.4 :
Love. It's stupid to land yourself into one. Yet you'll wanna be loved. Tiring sometimes, yet it brings sweetness to your life. To me, i find dat i always start it at the wrong timings, start off the wrong way. The other party always take mi for granted. I hate it too. Not like i dun put in love anymore, juz tired of seeing things dat should be done not done, n things shouldnt be done, done.

Possibility No.5 :
Importance of oneself. I find dat i am pretty an attention seeker. I once felt down when my sis got herself a bf, when she get busier wif her own life wif r/s n work.. i dun get dat much attention from her as b4.. at dat time i had a mental breakdown. Like something is missing from my life.. like 1 lesser ppl who'll care for mi.. after all.. i'm the youngest.. always has the attention of most ppl.. too pampered i guess.. now even when i'm in r/s.. i still feel kinda extra.. i dun feel secured.. still feel left out..

overall.. i think i need a psychiatrist.. but ppl always say.. when u think u need one.. means u're alright.. lol.. i'm juz tired of everything.. can i have a long long break from everything? i juz wanna run away from everything.........

signing off.. written @11:07:00 PM