i've lost my own perception.. i dunno wad i should expect & wad not to.. it seems like an off on thing.. sometimes he can treat mi so well.. sometimes he's like ignoring mi.. wad's more important? games or people around you? it's so selfish sometimes.. say you'll miss everyone yet before u go u're still in front of your comp or hugging psp.. wad am i? a figurine dat u admire once in awhile when u're free? wad is tis?! i haf no idea how long more i can stand tis nonsense.. i haf voiced out wad i wanted to.. n if tis persist.. even when there's still love.. i'll still turn n say bye bye..

tis is just me.. so wad if i've shown u to my family? i wont wan anyone who doesnt treasure me.. someone who weigh games or any practical stuffs before me.. treat mi wif some respect.. i am a gal.. not games which u can put on hold or save at a save point.. i am missing u even before u fly off.... but are u...? or r u just afraid of not having any games for 3 weeks more than not having me..? wad happened to those words of me being important...? i have the urge to juz run home now n make full use of my half day leave.. so frustrated.. n sad..

signing off..