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Wednesday, July 9, 2008

sorrie all for having no updates for so so long.. so pretty busy n sick n all.. alot of rubbish recently.. anyways.. i'll find time to upload the pics then put the link here soon.. hopefully by tis weekend..

well.. juz feel kinda emoistic now.. dunno why.. so tot of pinning some thoughts down.. rant abit here n dere.. nag abit..

when i was at taiwan.. a lady told mi wad kinda character i have blah blah by looking at my birth date n time.. i find it really accurate although my aunt was quite discouraging of it.. personally.. dat lady realli did throw the darts on the red dots..

  1. i'm a difficult woman in r/s
  2. i always put others before mi
  3. i'll always put in lots of effort but get nothing in return
  4. strong personality (in terms of r/s.. unlike normal girls)
  5. stubborn in some areas
  6. have personal perceptions/views
  7. filial (i'm not so sure.. but de lady kept emphasizing..)

of all points stated above.. i find No. 1-6 extremely accurate.. she explained dat i'm a very difficult woman in r/s.. for i haf very high expectations.. oso becoz i've very strong n independent personality.. which causes difficulties in r/s.. she said my love life will be very very rocky.. i smiled.. coz i think i know wad she meant..

in r/s.. i always try to tolerate certain things.. giving in to things i find dat it's still acceptable.. but i realised such "things" which i give in to.. i'll always get slightly annoyed when it happens when i need more care n concern.. coz it inflicts the "i dun care about u" attitude from my point of view sometimes.. although most of the time it's not the case.. well.. i'm juz a contradicting woman.. sighs.. dat woman said.. "u always 口实心非 rite? always say things which u dun actually mean it rite?".. i have to agree with her.. last time i tot i could juz speak my mind.. tot i was different from other gals.. wrong... i know now.. i say "it's okie" when i dun wanna hurt ppl's feelings.. thinking dat it'll be over.. it'll be over soon.. the feeling will fade... but they didnt.. they're like ghost haunting mi when they feel like it... sadly they realli do sometimes..

i think i am stressed again.. i need a break from all things.. although i juz went for a trip to taiwan.. but in fact i think i feel even more stressed up by it.. money.. work.. love... family.. frenz.. colleagues.. i am tired...

will blog again soon.. nitey...

signing off.. written @11:19:00 PM