another month passed.. so much has happened..

people moving on with their lives.. ppl suffering.. ppl enjoying.. ppl so free... ppl so busy..

i'm tired.. my dad was nagging.. "you've only worked for merely a year you say you're tired!" the point is.. i've worked for a year.. but dat's not why i'm tired.. n even if so.. why cant i be tired? no logic lor.. it's not like you have to measure the duration to say the word "tired".. nonsense.....

alot of things to accomodate.. alot of sacrifices.. wad has to be done ought to be done.. studies? work? r/s? family? there're juz how u wan to prioritize.. in orderly manner.. no definite answer as to how to.. but it's juz a route of life to juggle between them n suit your lifestyle...

:: currently ::
Work
getting lazier.. i dunno why.. suddenly no motivation.. but as for now.. haf to stand up n face reality.. haha.. haf been hiding behind sab for too long... (self admitting)

Family
parents retired.. so financially i haf to support them a little.. hopefully i still can survive myself.. last month squeezed dry.. cant even gif them any money.. emotionally i dunno how to satisfy them.. always nagging.. coz they're too free.. zzzzz.... & worst thing is they nag bout EVERYTHING.... haiz...

R/S
so far.. small quarrels here n dere.. normal.. juz hope he'll be more independent.. in de sense of self surviving... since he's out of ns now.. else i'll feel realli stressed... most of the time he appears to be pretending to forget everything.. as in not to bring stress la.. but i'm glad to say he knows wad he's doing.. =) haf some fate...

Studies
hmm.. something really bothering mi.. although i've chosen the course.. i think i am studying for the sake of studying.. coz i know i haf to do it.. somehow like forcing myself into it.. not good i know.. but i haf no idea where my interest lies.. i wanna work normally wif cpf.. but also feel like getting some capital for own business.. roar.. still in the thinking process.........

above all.. i'm still rather happy.. to where i'm standing.. the life i haf.. how ppl around mi love mi.. care for mi.. they're really precious.. everyone of u.. charlene.. we should spend more time together too.. missing those crappy lame nonsensical days.. haha.. even though u're back dun seem to be able to meet up with u dat often..

alrighty.. signing off.. i nag enough le.. hahahaha.. will blog again real soon~


PRESTO~!!!