few pictures i've uploaded.. 1st 2 on top r presents from Suzsu when she came back from Hong Kong soul searching trip.. haha.. she ended up buying things instead of soul searching.. reason being.. her frenz were with her & she was too busy.. haha.. i like the stitch.. oh yea.. we got to know dat stitch keychain can be bought in SG too.. =p
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ytd we went vivo dinner + shopping.. see Suzsu.. haha.. yeap! dat's her.. she squeeze herself into the mini train head at the side of the cashier.. haha.. n next pic is wad we've bought for the night.. the white bag behind kenot be revealed.. haha... xmas present.. LOL..
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this is from the bag in front.. haha.. it's a massager.. =) *psst.. u know wad? mi n sab dug the whole pile n asked the sales girl.. then we realised.. these 2 mummy angels r treasures!!! hahaha.. they're onli left wif lollipop designs onli.. we're so lucky!!! haha..
Thoughts:
to whom i care for...
i know it's tough.. i really wanted to ask u wad happened.. how's everything.. but then again.. i'm afraid that it'll be too much for u to handle.. people who keep smiling are always sad deep down inside.. i know u're one of them.. but do know dat i realli wanna be listening ear.. my ear might not be as big as "u-know-who".. haha.. or my memory might not be as fantastic as to remember every single thing in details.. but seriously.. in such time of need.. my brain function superbly.. =) i wan to know.. coz i care.. n thanks for telling mi things.. i dun wan to vex you by constantly asking u.. coz i know if u wan to share.. u would..
left pocket.. yes.. it's u.. =) *muarkz*
to whom i've cared but havent noticed..
i've really put in way too much effort for this... although i know this part here i'll be typing for air to see.. but i juz wanna trash it out.. i'm really tired.. trying too hard to make things right.. trying too hard to make U right.. end of the day.. nothing will work if u dun realise anything.. all the long night chats dat drove mi mentally n physically tired doesnt seem to pay off in any way.. i guess sayin too much wont help either.. i juz wanna say.. i wan miracles...
to those whom i've been neglecting..
so sorry.. coz time r always squeezed dry for too many things dat sometimes i cant cope.. even in terms of $ issues.. $ really tied me down.. no money = kenot go out.. even for a drink or wad.. it's painful to say "hey.. no money i cant go out wif u.." chances r.. u people will be paying.. so best is to say i'm not feeling well or i'm busy.. but most of the time.. i haf to admit.. i haf to keep it for the one who didnt realised i kept the time for... plus.. saturdays i'll try my very very best to keep it for my family.. be it frenz.. like yes.. u ger ger.. and some others which i didnt mention.. not becoz i forgot.. i juz thought it's too much to say.. realli sorry.. promiss to date more of u out more often next year.. which is in weeks to come... =)
to myself..
i've been also neglecting what i wan n wad i need.. always too busy in making things right for my love ones.. juz got to realise that i havent been thinking for myself.. it's always "wad would be better for someone" rather than "how can i make it in a way dat benefits both/all".. not easy to haf struggled through for so long.. i think it's time for a break for myself... =)
